I've basically been out of action of the past 3 months (Thanks stroke!
More time spent in hospital, more rehab, more time out of the loop.
There has been only one good thing to come out of all this shit downtime from illness.
It gives you a fucking clear perspective on things in your life that are worth it.
It motivates you to be the best you can be; otherwise the time we spend on this earth is wasted, not by anyone else, but by ourselves.
I have started to get back to my old self again, and now I am ready to commit to this lifestyle once more.
I plan to work hard, play hard and fuck harder. It's no more than I deserve, so why should I not go for it?

