The Bravohood

I am doing 3 summer classes right now in my business program. That is like taking 6 in a normal semester. But Ill i have been doing is going to school and studying. Yes my main goal is to get int Simon Fraser University but I have stopped working out and stopped going to MMA classes. This is not good. Also since I am in school a lot I am only working like 1 maybe twice a week so I do not have a lot of money to be eating out all the time. So I need make meals at home and not eat out for 30days.

I bought a Mens Nutrition Guide. In one section it gives you a list of items to buy on Sunday. and from that list you can make 10 meals. You basically do all the prep the first day. And your dinners become some form of your lunch. The meals are very healthy for you, quick to make, and cheaper than going out.

Monday. I will go to the gym before class. (chest and Triceps). Make my lunch that I will bring to school. I have Phil100 class from 11:30-2:30 I will study in between classes and read the globe and mail business section and then I have MacroEcon class from 6pm-9pm Go home and Make dinner and watch the nightly business report on PBS.

Tuesday. I will go to wake up at 7am. Study until 9. Head to Kickboxing. come home eat a protein shake, make lunch then hit up the library from 11am-6pm. Read the Globe and mail. Then I have Cost Management Accounting from 6pm-9pm. Go home make dinner. Watch PBS business report

Wednesday. I will go to the gym before class. (Bicep and Shoulders). Make my lunch that I will bring to school. I have Phil100 class from 11:30-2:30 I will study in between classes and read the globe and mail business section and then I have MacroEcon class from 6pm-9pm Go home and Make dinner and watch the nightly business report on PBS.

Thursday. I will go to wake up at 7am. Study until 9. Head to Kickboxing. come home eat a protein shake, make lunch then hit up the library from 11am-6pm. Read the Globe and mail. Then I have Cost Management Accounting from 6pm-9pm. Go home make dinner. Watch PBS business report

Friday wake up at 7am. Hit the gym. come home and break breakfast. study at home. make lunch. study more. read globe and mail. then at 7pm I work late don't get home until 4am.

Saturday sleep in. (8 hours) eat breakfast. Make lunch. Then hit up library until it closes. not sure what do do Saturday night yet?

Sunday. wake up at 7am. eat break fast, study at home, eat lunch, study, eat dinner, then I work at 5:30pm until 1am.

Repeat.

It was great to start Kickboxing again. I completed everything except I did not read the Globe and Mail.

I need to concentrate more when I study. It takes me such a long time to read a chapter because my mind wonders and I start day dreaming. any tips?

This girl that I used to fuck txt me last night telling me it was her birthday and that i should come out and celebrate with her. I told her I had school until 9 and that she could txt me the details. never heard from her and I am way to tired and I have to get up early tomorrow to hit the gym.

Then just now my X-girlfriend txt me and asked me if I had a girlfriend.

I didn't wake up until 9:30. I did go to the gym however. I did a leg and back work out.

I had to go pay a bill for a new couch I bought for my place 3 months ago.

My window driver window would not go down in my car so I had to go get that fixed today. that was annoying because I had to take the bus home, wait for their call (4 hours later), and bus back. took up most of my day

I did not get any studying done but I have all day tomorrow to study!

I did however clean my pad, did laundry, and got rid of a lot of clutter! Having a clean and clutter free pad is so Key! You never know when someone is going to come over.

I had lunch and dinner at home. lunch i had jumbo prawn peanut Thai noodles and for dinner I had pork tender loan with peppers brown rice and salad.

I worked tonight and just got home 4am.

Your schedule is killer, but it is good to read that you've found the time to start working out again. Healthy body = healthy mind.

make it happen bro...

My weekend has not been good...

Saturday I woke up very late because I didn't go to bed until 4:30 (worked late) I procrastinated and ended up setting up my computer network. setting up my playstaion3 to my network so that I can watch movies off of Vuze from my laptop to my flat screen TV. And surfed the net reading articles and uploated my pictures from Europe. I also got a domain name from godaddy.com for cheap. used the code scam3 and you get a discount. over all did not meet my objectives

have done no homework and I have a midterm on Thursday i need to study for. and I did not go to the gym.

Defently not a good weekend... I need all the time for studying for this mid term on Thursday, so i will have to miss the 9am kick boxing and head straight to school to study. I have class at 6pm so I should get in some solid study time. I will also on the way home from school tomorrow go and grab groceries so i can make my 10 meals again. (those worked out good)

Woke up at 6am today, had a glass of water and ate breakfast (yogurt, blue berries, watermelon and granola) Made my lunch so i could bring it to school. (Chicken Portobello wrap with Balsamic aioli) Studied for my quiz today and started to prep for my night class

went to class at 11:30-2:20 then started studying in the library for my mid term tomorrow. then tried to pre read for my night class. man I have a hard time staying focused. Mind wonders so easily. Went to night class 6-9pm. Just ate dinner Jumpo Tiger Prawn Fajitas. now I have to do an hour of studying. I will wake up at 6am again and head to school and study my face off. My test is at 6pm

I got my phone bill today. $800.00 I have never been over a 1 hundred before. I was in Europe and I got $600.00 worth of roaming charges. I did not once make a phone call but I did txt a litle bit and check facebook/e-mail on my 3g network. I fucked up big time. not to take the time to do my homework and see what the rules are. Gunna go to rogers this weekend and ask them to go over my whole bill so i understand it. and hopefully work out some kind of deal because I am in debt right now. not good. that is another thing I need to fix quickly. I have never been in debt before.

OK time to stop procrastinating and time to study for an hour.

Ok so on the weekend I called up my cell phone provider and straightened out my bill. They brought it down to $180 dollars instead of $820 dollars. I understand how my plan works exactly now. This is good.

I have been doing kickboxing every Tuesday and Thursday and I have gone to the gym 4 times now (Friday, Friday, Monday, Wed.) I am on a roll with the workout thing and I will continue this.

School wise not so good. I almost broke down yesterday and wanted to quit life.....not good. I am a bit better now but still a bit frustrated. When I go to the library to study, I am there for 6 hours but I get nothing done. I will start to read the text book and then my mind wonders like a mother fucker. I realize that it has wondered of and try to read the page again. But again my mind wonders off. so long story short I got 40% on my Cost Accounting Midterm#2 after getting 87% on my Midterm#1.

This happens all the time with me in school. I am always really good at the beginning of the semester but after the first midterm (we have two midterms then one final) I start to go down hill. I signed up for a learning skills course in the fall, Monday nights. I need to work on my time management and study skills. But I am determined to push through this wall even tho I almost quit school yesterday.

I am not going on facebook until my exams are over.

I have watched the nightly business report every week night.

Oh and my girlfriend gets home tomorrow at midnight! I'm picking her up from the airport

Thursday:

Went kickboxing in the morning.
Got a haircut - Gotta look sharp
Visited grandparents - Family is very important
Picked up some gifts for my gf's parents (They treated me very well in Paris)
Got to school a bit later than usual because of all the things I had to accomplish today
Talked to my teacher about my losing focus. We went over some problems together.

After class I went to a buddies house and chilled while I waited to pick up my gf and her family
Mid Night Picked up gf and family
My gf had been sending me naughty txt msgs all day
She lives with her parents. I spent the night there (she has never been allowed a guy to sleep over at her house before)
We kissed a little but nothing further because she was not comfortable with her parents right above u
us.

Friday:

Drove her to dentist
Her and I went for an early lunch at my grandparents
Drove her home
I went to the gym (Legs and Back)
Came home and did Laundry and dishes
Tried to do homwork...not very successful only got 1 question done

GF came over for a bit. Wanted to have sex
I knew she wanted to come over and have sex and for some reason I felt pressure. This is not good
This is the first time I have been with a certain girl that I have never had a problem getting hard, because it has always been spontaneous and in the moment. except for yesturday
Watched a tv show...I was trying to stall....
We started making out. I started to get hard but as soon as I put a condom on I started to get soft
I am so far into head its ridiculous.
She didnt ask any questions
I went down on her and gave her a couple orgasms
After we lay in bed naked together
I told her for some reason I am in a weird mood. I was.
She asked why but I told her I couldn't explain it.
I told her I felt a bit nervous today.
I defiantly was having anxiety knowing she was coming over want to have sex..the build up got to me.

She left, had dinner plans with her friends
I defiantly couldn't concentrate on school work so I took an hour and half nap before I worked at 8pm

Saturday:

Woke up at 12ish (Worked till 4am)
Had glass of water and L-glutimine
Started on homework/studying
Made some eggs with tuna and peppers and cheese
more homework. I was actually making a little bit of progress.
started to loose focus.
OK gotta get some more problems done within the next hour.