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[Evolve]

Thanks bro!

Booked driving lessons. 2nd, 4th, 5th April then 9th (4 hours a day) and test (to be confirmed) on the 10th.

Can't wait.

Once I pass that it's 4 more hours CPC training (on another day) THEN another test (again, on another day). So without including passing medical, it's 5 tests to actually be able to drive and get payrise. Crazy.


Happy I passed the other ones first time so I can get back to focusing on my Maths test in June. At LEAST an hour a day, and will be getting in contact with the guy I posted about earlier Monday to hopefully have 2 hours a week tuition. I'm pretty good at maths but save a ton of time for someone to be there to answer questions without me having to go through google every time I hit a sticking point.

[Evolve]

Met up with maths guy, learned some things but need to come more prepared next week. Going to print off a past exam paper to go through and identify sticking points. Awesome he's helping like this, offered to pay but her doesn't want it.



Being in debt for a while is starting to grind. I know it's only because i've invested in myself and my future, not reckless spending, but hate the feeling of not being able to do what I want when I want. That should be sorted by end of summer and i'll be back to saving.


Had some issues with the gf too, probably save that for another post if there's a learning point.


Trying times right now, juggling a lot of balls and working hard. First time life has grinded on me in a while and having to stay strong and push through.


*Insert cheesy insipirational quote*

[Evolve]

Had 5/6 salsa class Thursday, definitely a good experience and enjoyed it a lot, but won't be continuing after this course as I have too many things going on I need to focus on right now.


Maths study is going better. Figured I was studying inefficiently. Just reading through the revision guide, doing 1-2 question every page isn't getting it dialled into my mind properly. It's like constantly reading about game and not applying it, so now I go through past exam papers, when I get to one I don't know/not good at I stop, look it up online and do some practise questions until I feel I have it locked in. Slow going but I understand it better and don't overload my brain CPU. Small chunking.


First hgv driving lesson tomorrow 12-4, can't wait to get behind the wheel. The little kid in me is excited about driving a lorry on the open road!! haha

Test next Wednesday, 16 hours 1-on-1 tuition before that.


Found a cool video on cycling sexual energy and have been chakra cleansing also. My attention seems to be going more in this direction lately. Energies, sexual energy, chakras, aura etc.


Downloaded some David Shade onto my phone to listen to when driving. I do spend a fair amount of time in the car and prefer to listen to audiobooks than read. Saves time too!


Was really good with money last month, and even had car tax to pay. So proud of that. Paid of a good chunk of debt this month so really happy about that.


Need to focus more on this volunteering. Let that slip as i've had lorry tests, maths revision and salsa.


GF has been cool, took me to dinner on Wednesday eve and as I couldn't make London this weekend in the end, she bought the stuff for all 3 dinners and cooked them up. She knows my life goals, respects them and understands she needs to be on my team or she's not welcome in my life.


Consultant wrote back to me, apologised for late reply and said I can't shadow him directly as he's a consultant, but happy to set me up in the work experience program and meet up for a chat etc. Super cool of him to take the time to do that, can't wait to grab a coffee with him and talk things over. His enthusiasm is infectious.


Wrote up some smaller goals i'll work on everyday on a textedit file. Need to get them out my head and into a physical form. Heads bouncing with a million ideas and techniques right now, need to reign it in small chunk these into my life.


Friend visiting back home from scotland, so will grab a drink with him midweek. And hooking up with Boom for a skype chat. Cool guys on the forum, like to call them my friends outside of PU too.

Happy.

[Evolve]

Life's going well.

Had 12 hours of driving tuition now. Scores are high and instructor says i'm good enough to pass, but never know what can happen on the day. The instructor is fucking harsh at times, driving around for hours with a naggy voice in your ear has been challenging. I'm a nice guy but if people push me I snap, came pretty close with this guy but he always praises me when we're back at the driving school, so I figure it's just tough love and will put up with 4 more hours Tuesday then test Wednesday.


Had a coffee date on Tuesday. She went sexual immediately. List of shit talked about:

- biggest fantasy to be bundled in a van, raped and dumped back out on the street.

- Had 6 threesomes. (all guys i think)

- Fucked a 56 yr old guy @ 21.

- Sucked off her boss while he was serving at the counter.

- Met some guy (who had a gf. She likes that apparently) He met her at front door, blindfolded her immediately (without her seeing him) took her upstairs, teased and fucked her for hours, then led her to front door, took blindfold off and she left. Never once actually saw him then or since.

As she was talking, realised quickly I CANNOT fuck this chick. Told me other stories of guys she's fucked as well as all this ^^ and....SHE HATES CONDOMS. Herpville. No way my cock is going anywhere near that.

Got a pic on phone of her naked/covering titties. Can't be bothered to upload unless someone requests it.


Met a mate that's down from Scotland for a couple weeks. Smart guy, massive benefits to living up there, and seriously considering it. People in England are getting more and more fucked by the government everyday. Life up actually seems like living, rather than just existing. Will look into it more.



Pool with another mate tonight, will spend day tidying place, getting paperwork ready for tomorrow and meditating.

[Evolve]

Passed first time.


Science is now a professional driver.


That is all.

[Evolve]

Things are going great.

Had statutory training at the hospital for volunteering which i've done the last 2 Mondays. Everyone has been super friendly, and enjoying it. Working in the shop right now as I work full time and don't finish at an exact time everyday it's tough for me to guarantee when I can get to hospital, so taken the safe option for the time being and working the 3.45-6 shift. Once my maths exam is out the way i'll write back to doc about getting me in the work experience program.


Set myself a goal of 2 hours study a day, haven't been hitting it exactly but doing pretty good. Also been reading the revision guide before bed to help it sink in. Need to step it up as haven't been doing this every night.


Being paid drivers money from today, so end of month will have my first increased pay cheque, which is awesome.


Tomorrow I have 4 more hours training, with a test perhaps next week then once passed i'm free to drive commercially


June 6th I have the health and safety training, means more responsibility at work without extra pay, but figure it will all look good for my access application. My plan is basically to spend the next year making my application look awesome so I have the best possible chance of getting in. This health and safety thing may not directly seem to apply but shows responsibility and a willingness that are key.


Focus for the next 6 weeks will be maths exam, work, meditation and volunteering. Looking forward to this exam being over, can focus on the next step.


Things with gf are also awesome, having a lot of fun, sex is great and constantly exploring. We learn every time we fall out, and have been getting on great for a while now.



Haven't updated this thread much, but real proud of 2013 so far. Setting goals and getting shit done.

[Evolve]

Things still awesome, very happy.


Busier than i've ever been - CPC test this Thursday, if I pass that i'll be driving from Monday.


Maths exam 11th and 14th June, plus my birthday on the 12th. Have been studying roughly 2 hours a day for this, still some things to learn but looking forward to it.


Ran into the consultant I wrote about, told me to get in touch to grab a coffee together and gave me his mobile #. Great to have him on my team!!


Things w gf are great too, planning a potential trip to Bulgaria late Sep, plus saving ££ for a potential mortgage come college time.


Meditation study is also good, really feel like i've awakened this year, lit the fuse and kicking ass.


Experimenting with testosterone levels (TIm Ferriss style) got Vit D3 yday, 3 brazil nuts before bed and in morning, cold showers and need to pick up cod liver oil (as I found out the flaxseed I bought won't contain enough Vit A).

Mixed this with some 5 second cadence up/down bodyweight work at home every other day, potential kettlebell for bday (again, T Ferriss) as I wanna work out but as i'm saving don't want to spend ££ at the gym.


Spending precious little time watching TV. Either working, volunteering, studying, reading, meditating, learning something, talking to gf or sleeping. Very happy about this. TV is a fucking mind drain. Very little worth watching.


Busy couple weeks - will make my cum slut.

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Another option instead of the kettlebell is bands. Not sure how much the kettlebell will run you but bands can be a great alternative. Plus they're lighter so slightly easier to travel distance with and just as versatile as the kettlebell.

http://www.flexcart.com/members/eliteft ... sp?cid=495

[Moiser]

This is awesome bro!

[Evolve]

Thanks guys, and i'll check out the bands, seems like a really good idea. And congrats on the purple Stone!!



Life update - Passed CPC test (100%), then had my driving assessment at work. Got the all clear and drove professionally on the open road last week. Means getting up a little earlier now (3.30am) to do checks, but getting paid more and gaining experience so it's fine.


Been booked in for a 2 day training course in November, as I put myself forward for the health and safety thing at work. Tbh I don't really wanna do it but it's all experience and never know where it may lead!!


Took both maths tests last week, first one sucked but second one was much better. I figure I will get a 'B' at worst, have a shot at an 'A' but will probably depend on this years grade boundaries.


Will call exam office tomorrow to see what kind of science qualification I can home study/exam like the maths I took. Either that or find an evening course.


Also need to get enrolled with this work experience at the hospital. Will do after i've spoken to exam office.


Had an awesome time this weekend checking out the childhood home of Anne Boleyn. Visiting King Henry VIII's bedroom and seeing some ridiculous torture devices. So cool to decompress after an incredibly hectic 2 weeks.


Busy as fuck but loving it.