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I am a former SLA'er and found this board due to some other guys on here. They probably have no idea who I am cause I had a different username on the other board. I left the other place due to lack of going there and not wanting to pay for something I was getting no use out of and basically seeing the same newb questions OVER AND OVER.

Anyway I am going to start stepping my game up. I have a 5 maybe 6 on the game level when I approach maybe even a 7 (depending on the day). My game is totally different when I go out of town (I dont know why) but I do what I need to do and get it done outside of my home city. My stripper game - well thats another story....

Ive been wanting to do a journal for a while but since this place isnt private I will keep things under wraps for a minute. I have a million things on my mind and nowhere to go for answers. So here I am - starting this journal HOPEFULLY will keep me accountable for becoming better at my overall life/lifestyle.

To start I understand the concepts but dont know how to use them. I do not consider myself a PUA anymore. I feel the term has been drug through the mud too much and well in essence we all are PUAs (naturals included) its just how you game a girl. Ive been reading a lot on hypnosis and influence lately and really enjoy learning about the linguistics of everything involved around these things. I want to literally have no fear when it comes to approaching AND seduction as a whole. I do not believe in "themes" or "stacks" because you cant plan a pickup based around those things. And yes I have tried them. Just doesnt work for me.... however I am willing to learn and by doing this journal I might have to go back to basics.

I want to use this journal to do 1/10/100/1000 approaches and whatever happens happens. And of course "journalling" my adventures and misadventures along the way. All with the mindset of this is learning, Im here to have fun, and whats the worse that could happen - cant blame a guy for trying.

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my current girls are mainly strippers....

--- I realize the following sounds like bragging ---- just setting up what is going on

I have one I am supposed to be seeing tomorrow night- shes been kinda iffy and not blowing me up - but this seems expected (somewhat to me) cause my attraction game was solid with her - but she came back from a trip and is more laid back.

Two who want to fukk me but I havent really initiated. One of the two said she wanted to be the head of my harem. The other one while we were talking about shit, sex came up and she was like are you serious how do we make that happen, she was quickly called away - still possible....I do but I dont mind....

And a fourth kinda but not really - I saw her for an entire month and than she disappeared -responds to my txts 50% of the time. And yes I know I should just forget her but I just push and push...

------ I want to step up my online game and get more women going with that and I also want to get more women around here in my town from local bars to establish quicker

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the girl canceled on me tonight - next - let her initiate form now on

trying to go out tonight into the city.

[Bravo]

why are you chicks mostly strippers?

(and welcome to the Bravohood!)

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why are you chicks mostly strippers?
(and welcome to the Bravohood!)

is that bad? mostly or all - as of recent its been strippers. Boring as they are......to answer your question

lack of approaches
lack of going out (recently)
lack of friends who want to have fun - or who want to stand still
other things going on outside of women

interestingly enough - I go through these cycles where it will be something, alot, nothing, something....

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Tuesday - went out - town was dead -
Wednesday - went out - 6 different bars.....10-15 ppl max each bar
Thursday - saw Mondays flake, meh she was on the other side of the bar most of the time - stayed for 1 hour left
Friday - didnt go out
Sat. not going out

Im already considering ending this journal/blog because this blog wont motivate me. Only I can do it and posting "didnt go out" isnt gonna change me or my mind/motivation. I only know success even though 80% of success is showing up....need to make changes. I always remember the hypnotica projection where he tells you to imagine your life 1 month, 1 year, 3 years, 5 years, 10 years and how you would be if you didnt make these changes now/today - failure is not an option. Cowards take the easy way out. I am no coward.

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Sunday was ok - I believe Im doing fine in the eye contact dept. Saw a woman and she made eye contact in the grocery line - twice ( i know no biggie right) she was on the phone and she even STOPPED outside the store and sat down - still on the phone.

I felt i coulda made a move and didnt

Also @ a different grocery store saw a lady in some nice jeans (nice @$$)- opportunity was there to just compliment and walk away (In my mind I know there is no harm, repercussion for this - its the application. )

state:Frustration ever growing..........

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